Every time I think I will be ok
My heart breaks a little more
Because I see that we aren’t ok
How can I be ok?
When I lost your friendship
Every time I think I will survive
My heart breaks a little more
Because you show me
How much I hurt you
When I struck out in Anger
Every time you give me hope
You take it away again
My heart is shattered
And never again
Will it be whole
Every time I find peace
My peace disappears again
When I remember
Just how much I hurt you
And know it will never be the same
Every time I am ready to give up
My friends tell me to hold on
They tell me it will be alright
How can it ever be alright?
Knowing how wrong I was
Every time I want to walk away
My friends fool me…
Into thinking things are better
They convince me to stay
But then my heart breaks again
Every time I remember what I did
Every time I think of the pain I brought
Every time I hear the words you wrote
Every time you push me away
My heart breaks all over again
Written: January 27, 2005
