Have you ever felt invisible
Like you might as well not have been there
Like you didn’t matter
You know it is in your head
But it hurts all the same
But sometimes it just doesn’t seem like you matter
Like nobody would notice if you left
I know it’s in my head
But I don’t know how to make it stop
I’m sitting here frozen
Not knowing how to make this stop
How to stop feeling this way
How to feel like I matter
How to not feel invisible
How to not hurt
written 1/13/2004